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Labels: i even criedRANDOM ;
Im going to let out what im feeling now.
I am a girl that has feelings.I can say that im stupid too. I really want that guy to make his move.
I really like that guy. Im trying to make it so obvious. Why is he lacking ?Sometimes i really want to
tell him that i like|love him. But sometimes i feel that im not worth it. I got a feeling that he also like me but sometimes i feel that he like someone else. It is really a hard situation for me. God , please
help me. I really really need help. Honestly,i am so damn jealous of my friends. Really
i am. But i kept that feeling in my heart. Outside you may see that i always felt
elated but all of you dont know what i felt inside. Sometimes , when i say i wanna go home
and not to stay back at school , that is when i feel like i wanted to cry. When i look at all of you ,
i feel left out. Cause all of you had your partner while me ? None. I dont want to say
out loud cause i dunno why... All of you are so lucky you knoww ! So dont let your partner
feel down or they are losing you. Cherish moments with them. Dont be like me..
I have nothing but you all my bees. Frankly , i am jealous. I really wish that i could be like all
of you. I really hope hope so. Now i feel that im not meant to be loved.
My self esteem is decreasing. I really need him. But how must i do to make it more
obvious for him to know that i like him ? All my bees always went home with their partners.
Haiizz. Khairunnisa was rite. I am a sore LOSER. Boy , please try to understand my
feelings. For me , it is awkward for a girl to confess first. So , please understand my feelings.. I wanted you to hear to this song but maybe its not the right time yet ? Maybe just maybe..
So , this is it. Overall , i just wanted him to realize. Goodbye Love. :(
Labels: Go away2nd post ! ; BEES !
ARGHHH ! Fucking irritating siol ! There are alot of BEES outside our house !
Andd the other tingkat ! Fucking irritating y'knoww ! GELI GELI GELI !
Daddy came back from house , mummy told daddy to call the police.
Called police then call town council. Now , town council otw readyy !
TOWN COUNCIL FASTER !!! If small bee nevermindd ahh.
Ni , bee so BIG siol !! EEEEEEEEEEEE ! ALOT ! Damn alot ! Other resident also got
complain about the bees. I hate those bees ! But not my Bees. LOL.
Get it ? If u dont , u are damn STUPID ;D Okehh now i really hope the town council
could come ASAP !! HELPPPPP !!
Labels: something happen for a reasonHeyy heyy heyy ! Today plan cancelled. Due to somethingg. So , all day
im at home laaaaa deng. Did house chores while otp with my bee , LINA (;
Hehehehehe ! Alot of stories ehh bee. Kesiannnn sorannggg.
Yesterday also otp with her. FUNFUNFUN. Bee , see first kay about tmrw.
Tmrw got asp thannggg. Maybe got cca ? Haiizz. Err , kayy that's all. BYEBYE !
Labels: i wish you loved me. :(Hello earthworms. Today assembly BOOMZ ! Hahahaha !
Celebrated youth day. Hahahaa. Gonna be honest , the sec 4's was the BEST ! Seriously !
Haaaahaaaa ! Sec 3 teachers did stomp. Was okehh laaa ! Mdm farah was rockingggg ! HAHAHHAA !
Starting next week we have our ASP. Walaooo like tiredd siaaaaa wanna go.
But nevermindd i want to buc up in my studies. :D Seriously aint lie-ingg.
After school , accompanied nadia and nisa to buy contact lens. Then nadia never bought due to somethingg.
Then after that went to nisa's atok's house. Thank youu for the money ;D
Then went off to lot 1. Nadia went home sadly. Left me andd nisa. Accompanied her to buy her new bag.
Then she sent me home. Hahaha. Sweet girl ayy. I hate when it came to the MRT part.
Malas mauu elaborate. Relekk siaaa apekk mauu sandaa kat aku. Perot gemokk lakk turhh !
Ishhh ! Kene hempit with 2 apek siolzxzxxx ! GELI GELI GELI ! ****.
Reach home around 6.30pm ;D Monday no school. Awwwww.. ;D
Ohh and btw , while me and nisa was lining up to pay for her things ,
got this malay teenagers. ITE ? Not sure. 1 girl , 2 boys. Fucking irritating siol !
One of the boy says ' ehh ingat tak mase kite secondary school dulu ? ' suke lepak lepak ehh. '
He added , ' ehh hari ni ade hmwk maths. '
I was like WTH ?!! Mauuu sindehh pahhh ??!! Kauu pehh org tak pernah secondary perhh ?!
Mauuu tunjukk terror uhh ehh ? Kental ! Mauu maki maki semuaaaa. WTH siol.
I HATE PPL LIKE THAT ! Act like as if they are so BIG ready ! Ishhh !
Okehh byebye ! Busy chatchat (:
Labels: please realizeHello ! Hello ! Hello !
Hahahahaa. This week i just felt so elatedddd like that.
HAHAHAHA ! So so so ELATED ! Not quite sure why though. :D
Suddenly , i felt something. Not gonna tell here. Haaaa.
Maybe my bees knoww ? Maybe their husbands too ?
Im just not sure. My mood sometimes was highhhhh
sometimes damn lowwww. I hope you know wadd i meant huh.
Btw , i just hate my maths teacher. Fucker siaaa.
Fateen and me was just laughing while we DO our WORK .
Then suddenly that f***** shouted at us.
' EH YOU DONT KEEP LAUGHING OK ! YOU TWO ARE THE
SLOWEST TO DO YOUR WORK ! YOU THINK IM BLIND UHHH ?! '
F***** rite ?! DAMN himmmm siaaaa ! Then after me and fateen finish our work ,
the rest still doing. Chibye laaaa. We aint the slowest ok ??!
Then throughout the lesson , we did not even look at him or his
chest. Serious shit siaaaa ! Hate that ikan PARI !
LEt's talk bout today. Today , stayed back for fun.
I try to do my maths hmwk but cant. Dont know how to do. :'(
Heck care laaaaa. Then watch soccer. Around 6.00pm we chowww.
Me , ct , nadia went home by bus. Ct wanna go causeway point.
I reach home around 6.30pm. Now currently im....
HAHAHAHAA. BYE !
